I really do wish,
We could keep doing this,
Every two weeks in I'd run -
To take your soul in my arms
And kiss the world away.
You didn't ever ask me to stay,
But I could never ever depart,
Without cupping your heart,
And loving you another way.
But I do not think I can,
Get up to our old same,
and continue forever again,
My love,
and your lament.
The world is far too small
for you to successfully leave me
You're there on every street
searing into my eyeballs
smacking about my soul
and stopping me to my feet
I'm not over you
but not quite under you either
merely over here,
waiting.
I really don't like to admit,
but I think I thought you were it.
We did not know how to live alone,
just us and one more cone.
But, of course,
after so much time
You reneged to your source
and I leapt into mine.
I really do think,
that there might be only so much time can fix,
But fuck,
I swear I was born with it.
There was a feather in my head
and a drainpipe in my chest
That dredged into something (I) new
Before, and I think after too.
It stood up sometime around you
and caressed us gently through,
the breathing and panting in the other room,
and it suddened me to know,
It was afraid of you.
So I shall keep you by my side
as the moon shifts the tides
and straightens out my mind
for this one last time
Before we are once again deaD.
You never know,
It could be okay,
If you would just stay
and simply lie with me
Under these exploding galaxies.
You appeared like the light in a storm.
Lash my knees to this tree,
Its only you I'd like to see.
Twisters rip from your soul,
Teach me what I already know
How to live among what I choose to sow.
And your clearing was never all that still,
Ebbed away into something more,
Couldn't help it just being you I saw.
Soul deep in your tortured floods,
Not yet, theres no alarm
There's a way to go and then some.
You consume like the light in a storm.
I would like to blame you but I can't,
you did nothing wrong.
So I'll rip you a whole then -
prance around our never end
Until you come to rest with me,
and squeeze into me what could be
Something that looked like life
but even from the outside
Somethings cannot work
hurling unfurled insults
Already regretting my resolve
I will never leave before I go.
I haven't once forgotten a lie I've been told.
