in progress #5

well you are not a tortured writer if you can't write,
you are just simply tortured.

its not fair on the dead.

you selfish fucker.
who here actually had the courage.

not.
you.

Search yourself some pride.
just a little anything
to show that you did try.

Shell

you are dead.
you died.
you murdered yourself.

and you know I comprehend
and am even thankful why,
but now falls the enduring effect
of us dull ones who are left -

what did you do.
I know it was thought through.

what this life
ruptures inside.

untitled #something

I was watching a documentary on alcoholism,
and it made me cry,
But
this drunk, right now,
I simply cannot seem to remember why.