I really do wish,
We could keep doing this,
Every two weeks in I'd run -
To take your soul in my arms
And kiss the world away.
You didn't ever ask me to stay,
But I could never ever depart,
Without cupping your heart,
And loving you another way.
But I do not think I can,
Get up to our old same,
and continue forever again,
My love,
and your lament.
The world is far too small
for you to successfully leave me
You're there on every street
searing into my eyeballs
smacking about my soul
and stopping me to my feet
I'm not over you
but not quite under you either
merely over here,
waiting.
I really don't like to admit,
but I think I thought you were it.
We did not know how to live alone,
just us and one more cone.
But, of course,
after so much time
You reneged to your source
and I leapt into mine.
I really do think,
that there might be only so much time can fix,
But fuck,
I swear I was born with it.
There was a feather in my head
and a drainpipe in my chest
That dredged into something (I) new
Before, and I think after too.
It stood up sometime around you
and caressed us gently through,
the breathing and panting in the other room,
and it suddened me to know,
It was afraid of you.
So I shall keep you by my side
as the moon shifts the tides
and straightens out my mind
for this one last time
Before we are once again deaD.
You never know,
It could be okay,
If you would just stay
and simply lie with me
Under these exploding galaxies.
You appeared like the light in a storm.
Lash my knees to this tree,
Its only you I'd like to see.
Twisters rip from your soul,
Teach me what I already know
How to live among what I choose to sow.
And your clearing was never all that still,
Ebbed away into something more,
Couldn't help it just being you I saw.
Soul deep in your tortured floods,
Not yet, theres no alarm
There's a way to go and then some.
You consume like the light in a storm.
I would like to blame you but I can't,
you did nothing wrong.
So I'll rip you a whole then -
prance around our never end
Until you come to rest with me,
and squeeze into me what could be
Something that looked like life
but even from the outside
Somethings cannot work
hurling unfurled insults
Already regretting my resolve
I will never leave before I go.
I haven't once forgotten a lie I've been told.
I know I said I was done with all
that,
Foreshadowing years of hindsight,
Revolting to make it right,
but
then
All my logic seemed to broke -
The movements of time started to spoke -
and
then
My feet took me to my knees,
Reasoning returning from retreat,
I know I was done with all this,
I said I'd never feel again,
And I really didnt mean to
You dredged it out anyway.
and when im dead and old
and your skin has fallen to bone
and Ive forgotten how to foretold
and your mind has abandoned all,
You'll still be the one I came here for.
The world cannot revise history,
but it seems to me,
That there for once,
On the right side of chance,
She.
I cannot revise history,
now its quite clear to me,
That some things stick to pass,
Didnt need a second glance,
Holy shit She.
I would never alter history,
now ive seen how humanity can be,
To dream of perchance,
A full life tapestry to enhance,
Why me?
SHE.
Please dont trust me with important things,
yet another something I forgot to bring.
Well heres what I've got,
a lot of love and just one sock on some tired feet.
But if you dont want much from me,
Then it might be kind of neat,
If youre not expecting a lot from me,
Then it could be kind of sweet.
I disintegrate when alone.
She thinks some things,
I carefully conceal in my home.
and She has done more in Her head,
than I could ever do out there.
so why won't She let me go,
to deteriorate on my own.
Look at these track marks on my heart
Never together so we couldn't fall apart
I blew it out with one quick hit
Nothing ever matters as long as we're lit
The world was spinning and we both flew off
So we fell to one another and couldn't get enough
We always knew it would be this way but because its you we know I'll stay
Always shaking down the street
Tweaking right until the meet
No room in my veins for blood
Filled them up with our sour love.
There was it seemed,
Something unfound in me.
Sauntering under eaves,
Wary of shiny things.
Then the shadows are just a light casting,
How could I have not known how to see?
A sudden orgasm of clarity -
sorry that I keep saying things already said,
but they won't stop reverberating inside my head.
catching and creeping through all control,
Just the one idea thought all the way through
just that.
cannot remember my name or even you,
only the cacophony inside this mind,
instructing me on what to do.
In my living of paradox
I think I would like
To simply drift away
Evaporate from this plane
But sometimes
Sometimes
I would like to remain
Scorch into someone's
Anyone's brain
And know I was there
I must find
Some simple line
That deviates the two
And let's me free of you?
Here is a place,
Of levees and dead things,
I am quite sure I didn't mean to bring.
The earth is falling down,
On your head if you're not careful now,
But my reasoning is coming around.
A miniscule opening I found.
So keep with me it won't be long.
Stay close to me and by my side,
Until I find,
My peace behind the eyes.
There are too many loud words inside my head
That will never be written.
Picturesque, perfect prose -
Beauty my brain had hidden.
And
of course,
Rank, rancid rhymes -
Filth seeped lines
And
I am not too sure
Which I hear more.
Can you hear the junkies?
Padding down the hall
Can you hear the ankles pop,
can you feel the joints roll.
And I'll bet I know why,
they even woke at all,
If you're coming from a crawl,
It's just enough to score
You know,
I am almost sure,
That I left a bit more -
Tell me,
What is wrong
with scouring the floor.
I will love you,
until you agree,
you are something.
You know I will love you,
until we are sure,
I am nothing.
I am almost certain
This is how love works.
Thoughts mean nothing until the worst,
I will bait until you are the first,
To speak our waiting words,
and implode our geodes of worlds.
I already know how this one ends.
I'll rend you limb from lung
and end to end.
I already know how this one goes,
You'll be strung out by your head
and by your toes.
We know I foretold you so,
This is how it always fucking goes -
You didn't,
But I saw me coming.
