Disintegrate

I disintegrate when alone.
She thinks some things,
I carefully conceal in my home.
and She has done more in Her head,
than I could ever do out there.
so why won't She let me go,
to deteriorate on my own.

Look at these track marks on my heart
Never together so we couldn't fall apart
I blew it out with one quick hit
Nothing ever matters as long as we're lit
The world was spinning and we both flew off
So we fell to one another and couldn't get enough
We always knew it would be this way but because its you we know I'll stay
Always shaking down the street
Tweaking right until the meet
No room in my veins for blood
Filled them up with our sour love.